Love scars left hand

N582 train ride away. Many people on board, more than a year-old girl fell asleep against my arms, she has long eyelashes, cheeks rosy white, she slept Tian Ran. I have a sudden heart warm, then think, if I have such a daughter or she is my daughter, that would be great.
a gray beard covered with the dust of the old beggar, on the left shoulder leaving a large black canvas bag, holding a stick, dirty and emaciated right hand, holding a beige porcelain sub-astringent , with the crowd begging, everyone hated to avoid, and some people even drive to open his anger.
2011 年 12 月 30 日
future if cocaine, why went? If the uncertain future, why seek Gua? I smile, and turned into the crowd.
cloud that you come in Xi n, I want to see you.
after all, is the same outcome, leaving only one person at all times.
cloud that you want in time of snow find a warm embrace.
or shave every day non-stop, the next day these guys will come out of unexpected, witnessed some of the things about the vicissitudes of life, or aging.
I really the mood to love once, with a whole lifetime to love someone.
before the onset of winter, I stopped in a small town, suddenly do not want longer follow.
pamper yourself a woman that old a lot of you I smile , grief, and we can not resist the ravages of years, can not escape the conclusion Yen old and useless. time is always in our faces any way it wants the sculpture, in order to promote its never-aging. how exquisite cruelty.
cloud, I want to go after graduation to teach in a remote place, and then return to the city work, and then over the brothel life, and then find a man to marry, and good love him hurt him, the three After years of wandering he went to walk away, write your favorite words.
meet, miss, as if in a cycle, no change in the arrangements and we are so stubborn child, kept looking and kept lost, always obsessed and unrepentant. it is life and life in space and time in the stagger. clouds broke for a two-message friends, from Xi n to Xianyang to find, and then asked all over the campus that almost all of them, but only the last disappointed and I, traveled to so many cities in Guangdong, only one pass for three years.
sitting opposite me was a young woman, wearing earplugs micro eyes closed, head resting on glass
humming gently along the highway under the city to the subway station, road on both sides of the house wall in the next excavator Tiezhua slumped down the wall, the city hazy with dust. Highway under construction, so often caught in traffic congestion status, the trumpet in the contiguous reinforced concrete between the long rotation.
girl sun dry north hearts appear bright hearty character of woman, her loud talking, unbridled laughter, she would call me across the crowd loudly: brother! Brother!
nurse is a very young girl, laughing, when exposed eye teeth have two small dimples, very cute, like an innocent child.
days still flowing quiet, quiet voice was unable to pronounce that, I started staring at the sky long, long time to see the traces of birds across the sky, listening to the voice of the palm through the years.
But I gradually
cloud to forget that I love you, like addictive poison.
on the line, QQ on a woman asked me: Where are you?
the whole winter, and I have the text in the warm cloud and distressed with each other.
a bus pulled up, people swarm to run in the past, the old beggar pushed down to the ground, the hands of the bowl thrown out very far, a corner of the coin roll from the inside out, rolled into the crowd inside. This is the sea
city, under the hot sun and salty sea breeze flow of moisture. Close off the sky tower, could not find clear traces of the four seasons.
lying in bed listening to Elvis songs, listen to his voice with a gentle and melancholy over and over again gently asked: Are you lonesome tonight? Are you lonesome tonight? if the lover hand gently stroking the cheek, unlimited of compassion and infinite pain. Tears suddenly fell orbital.
0:20, passing an all-night cafe, and went inside. Just suddenly do not want to go back, do not want to come back to that loan can not be called not his own home place.
whole life is too much luxury, perhaps I was destined not.
bottle, intubation, catheters, and then the needle into my back the blood vessels.
goes that one day, have your city and my city, people, traffic, buildings suddenly faded, we can see each other, do not rise, do not have to look around.
cloud said, Xi n snow, I miss you.
cloud is always heart grudges, this is far women in Xi n, text peel I saw deep in the heart of my tears, I can not forgive the wounds of Tolerance pale and weak.
I travel around a dinner stop and go
I do not know where to go, even forgotten come from.
nothing is eternal, will never change is that everything is changing and we slowly learn to time the rotation in the habit, habit seasons, habits illness and death, love and habit of parting.
Life is like riding the subway, will be destined to meet a lot of people. Some people, when we had the car off, slip away from us, some people will accompany us to a different site. Some people will leave each site, each site was up again. Some people to accompany us to the end, but they met other people, and leave with the others, leaving us, so, not the last people who do not know which will accompany us to the end point.
when the girl called to cry, said Brother, you have to happy.
pedestrian bridge, a monk dressed in yellow beads hanging from a fortune-teller in the man, floor sign reads words: good and bad fortune, marriage prospects.
life we ??finally did not write the letter, did not warm to each other and distressed life.
wake up, is the next day, in a hospital bed. White walls and white sheets, as well as strong soda taste. Nurse said I in a coma for more than nine hours, is alcoholism and lead to bleeding. How was
but Aurora was not accompanied by the same. She Anding Jing is good, with the sun clean and pure wheat. But she was lonely and depressed, paranoid like to wear black clothes, like a person lying on the dorm room to see a variety of borrowed books, yellowed like to hear some of the sad music.
perhaps, people are looking for life that can accompany us to the end of the people .
midnight, a man sitting in the depths of night, the mouth of a blue-point second-generation white sand, listening to the smoke-filled song ah philosophy, wrapped around the wound. BBS in and out of Meet people played out in a flash and parting, easy but easy. EM in a long letter without clouds, and this time, the cloud is actually chose to leave.
Maybe I am better than cloud lucky, because I Looking back on the Perhaps I am better than the cloud, unfortunately, because she left a beautiful memory, and I, left to his own broken.
aimlessly walking through a street in one another, as if abandoned children find homes . The door of a supermarket, a topless exposed belly wearing tattered pants crazy, and out of the people against the silly smile, look like dementia but pure.
text like a cloud of thousands of well-designed trap, so I can not extricate themselves fall into, but I finally did not go to Xi n, I was a contradiction of the children, fear of pain, but love all the lonely things like stability but also eager to drift. cloud is that we are so similar to the two children, like two hedgehogs, fear of cold, but not close.
may never be touched, but with a whole lifetime to love and miss.
I always thought, I will not fall in love with anyone, I was destined to be wandering life, with a walk to warm lonely.
However, I met Aurora. From entangled thoughts, like addictive poison.
this, can not.
Aurora and the girl are to children in remote rural north, where there are large tracts of wilderness and the golden wheat fields.
bus rolled up a dust away, and the difficult climb up the old beggar, leaning on column with a wooden bus shelter billboards kick the air, on a billboard off the glass with a thick layer of dust covered above all kinds of information the paper advertising, billboards covered in ads.
cloud is my confidant, not the roots, I love the woman called Chun.
cloud gave me a warm winter, in my most lackluster season.
stubborn like her even see the network words: with the residual sadness left to pay homage to tears, from my world allowed others to break into. They did not come to know things like vicissitudes.
love and be loved is hurt, what is the fate of how to set up a bureau, but willingly let fall beyond redemption?
Perhaps people could take a lifetime we find that to the end of the people.
was how it was accompanied
in a company called “Mizuki” of the bar, I had four bottles of spirits. WAITER been surprised to see me finish, I poured in her eyes down.
fortune is really no unexpected things. Some people are just passing each other often, but some people only met once, but it will tangle into a life of robbery, a lifetime forget. Thorn in the heart as kind, can not touch, but always pain.
the street little strange and indifferent faces. Occasional stray poodle dragged dirty and exhausted body rummaging in the rubbish. There are large tracts of both sides of the street leaves falling, the cyclone has been rolled up traffic in the hot sun and dust was removed with the dance.
also write their own dialogue to read a person talk
I live in the fourth floor, a bed, a desk, a computer. terrace planted with no name of the flower pot, thin leaves, lavender flowers, was not the least bit extraordinary aroma. I keep a dog, pure white coat, large black eyes, like the sun on the balcony on the lazy afternoon sun , lying on the table top like slanting eyes I looked on the mouse.
a twenty-year-old man, living a plain secular life, and a white dog called each other.
wind Start with the biting cold, I still dressed in black short-sleeved shirt wrapped in winter clothes walking through the crowd.
no open air cafes, where the where the smoke was all hazy. I found a corner to sit down. Sitting on the left is dyed red hair, wearing large ear rings, filled with girl wearing a lo shi Lu Xiong, a cigarette tucked two fingers, nails in the dim light in the issue of black and shiny.
I then nest all day in the room all day listening to the rain gently, watching over the city far distant dark days.
The city winters are not cold, but it started to rain, thick thin also thought the next ten days to stop means.
identity cards, to pay ten dollars, Then one night stay can be here.
bus shelters were filled with different wear company uniforms and looked eagerly anxious people waiting for them to wait for the car, and then it took him to his destination.
I am a long time speechless, was choking like. Long time, I returned to the sentence: I am not in your place, but I wrong?
I smiled and said the fish you know? Life is very simple, a cup of tea, a cigarette, a reunion, a look can be touched by the likes of us. And some people are waiting to use the lifetime.
Yes, I want happiness. From tomorrow, firewood, horses, traveling around the world.
cloud is first said to me, who love life and call me a woman, even if we are to each other across the network hard. Yun said, perhaps our lives will not meet, but to remember Oh, we write life the letter.
turn on the computer, BBS coming and going. Fish said: wind, you did a long time coming, and now where the drift? Fish said: wind, I am very worried about you, you happy?
pedestrian bridge through time, a moment of vertigo, lined steel and concrete bridge construction have spread restless surging far distant traffic so I know what to do.
obviously just Chuxiang Shi, seemed to have come to an end, and even started too late.
withered flowers on the balcony, as if unable to play the life of the heavy, decadent hanging in the branches, the next 19 days of rain finally stopped.